Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Lately

I don't know what's come over me. I think I'm slipping into a minor depression. I've been so down lately. I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen, I'm just not sure what it is yet. I'm lonely. All I really want is just to be held.

I've been listening to a lot of Manchester Orchestra lately. It's extremely soothing. I've also been drinking a lot of herbal tea and reading more. I just want a calm environment.

Today I was feeling particularly shitty. I actually broke down and cried at lunch. Bethany cheered me up a little bit though. She's sweet. When I got home to get my mind off things, I went on a major cleaning spree. I cleaned EVERYTHING. I dusted, Windexed, vacuumed, cleaned out my closet, cleaned out my drawer, dehumidified, and cleaned my sheets. I also ordered a lovely dress off the Abercrombie & Fitch website. I'll post pictures whenever it comes in the mail.

I applied at Andy's yesterday. I really hope they call me back soon. I want to get my makeup kit started asap.

This weekend I have to go to Winston Salem. I'm not thrilled about that at all. At least I can work on my tan by the pool. I'm getting quite tan. I may dye my hair brown again this weekend. I hope I can get an appointment somewhere.

I have never needed a joint so badly in my life.

2 comments:

  1. Thanks for sharing what you post to your readers laura. Everythings gonna be okay hun, Lifes unfair, sometimes you just have to think that everything happens for a reason. It may be a good one or a bad one, but life is a cycle, sometimes your on the top and sometimes your at the bottom.That's why sometimes Im afraid of being happy because I know after sadness would be next. Cheer up hun, a lot of people loves you a lot

    hugs, Kim

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  2. I love that outfit!!
    Much love,
    Wengie
    http://www.wengie.com

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